I'm not going to deny the claim that I was saying that the server was p2w I genuinely thought that.
But I will add that I never wanted to destroy the server. that was never my goal.
I was just always playing the server doing everything I could to make myself be special and different from anyone else even using some things that I am definently not proud of. I genuinely thought the server was awesome, the community was really good the first 1,5 years. I always had the name of the server as "the poggiest server" I loved it.
Just some people for no actual reason hated me. I can swear on my name and everything I have on me that I never wanted to be toxic to anyone just some people didn't like what I did and how I acted (immaturely)
Even the fact that right now I'm submitting a ban appeal. I would have forgotten about it or gotten on the server 7 months ago right back then with an alt. I got in touch with some old friends and I got the urge of wanting to get back to those old memories.
That's just all I have to say. I just ask of you to give me a chance to enjoy the server once more. Just once.
PS. I had no connection with evan OR aran. Never even had a proper conversation with them.